Journal 8: Optimistice Quote

I guess the quote meaning is that negative thinking takes out opportunity from you. If you are a pessimist, you might not be able to see opportunity very well. Even if you can see, you might not try it because of the thinking. I can agree the quote. When I'm depress or discouraged, I can't see anything positively. It looks very good idea, but I may think it won't be successful or difficult. Thus pessimist must lost many opportunity in their lives.
I would say I'm optimist. I usually try not to think too much and seriously, because in my life there are only some thing I have to think seriously. Most of all the things I think were no biggie when I recall them. They were not worth to take long time to think. Usually they were small thing than my image. Thus I try to be optimist.   

Journal 7: Birds of A Feather

I met him named "Noriki" at my High school. We were not classmate but same club. It didn't take so long time to get close each other. In the high school, usually I spend a time a lot with teammate, so we were very nice friends and close. However especially I and him were so close. I come up with many reasons why we were so close, I can't find a sure reason,but the most thinkable reason is that personality was very similar. We identified soon, also we and other people, for example, my and his parents thought it. Both of us liked stupid act and do anything looked funny. In short, we were so fool. All of the things we did doesn't help anything doesn't have mean, but sooooo fun. I think we just wanted to enjoy our life without serious or difficult things. And we were able to find a friend who do it with us. Just it. In this world, there are something that never can find true reason, answer. Exactly the relationship between me and him is it. We can't find true reason even if we think deeply and seriously. We just felt it but didn't think it.

Journal 6: Dr Dollitle

I've watched "Dr Dollitle" but Eddie Murphy's one. Since I had watched it, my was to talk with animals. If I could talk them, my life would be happier and funner definitely. And if we could talk to them, accidents between human being and animals might decreasing. For example, when dangerous animals like bears, lions,  are about to attack humans, they can say something making the action stop. And I want to be friends with kinds of the animals. I like all of the kinds of animals. One of my dreams is playing with bears. They are my favorite animals. Usually they are recognized as  very dangerous animal. But if we could talk each other, we could understand each other even if they are dangerous animals.

Journal 5: Life's soundtrack

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r62wixK4thQ&feature=BFa&list=FL-DELEV5nADppwYeiEJ6OxQ&lf=BFa

I like all kinds of music: hip hop, rock, classic. But usually I like to listen to trance music. He is my most favorite DJ, Tiesto. His music help me always. This song "Hide and Seek" make me relaxed. Most of the his music make me just high, but not relaxed. Only this song can make me relaxed and refreshed in his music. when I found this song maybe 1 year ago, I felt this music is the most beautiful music in this world. This song is totally different from any other his songs. I like to listen this song as I lie on a bench at a pool side under the sun. It's great, wonderful, awesome!! Nothing is better than it. The time I'm listening to it is my happy time in my life.

Journal 4: Weather

My favorite type of weather is dry hot and windy. In my hometown, it's really humid in summer. So even if I didn't do anything, I sweated a lot. And there is rain season on june in Japan. The period is most uncomfortable season through one year.  I hated that weather. And in winter, its snowy and freezing. In the morning, I cant go out from my bed because of the degree. I acclimatize this CA weather, so I'm so afraid to go back to my hometown this winter. I might feel colder than before. As I said, the weather of my hometown is horrible, so I love CA. it's awesome. It's not humid, not rainy, snowy. But sometime I can't stand really hot weather, such these days. I almost melt... I can't believe it, it's already September. But it's definitely better than my hometown. So I wish I could live CA forever!!!!

Journal 3: Old Fears

I really didn't like to be alone before. I wanted to be with somebody anytime because if I'm alone, I became nervous and anxious. I couldn't do anything by myself. However the circumstance made me overcome it. From high school, I left my parents, and I lived with my siblings. All of my siblings are busy, so I have a lot of alone time. Then I did everything by my self. And one more activity made me grow up. It's a travel alone. When I was a 2 grade of a high school, i studied abroad in San Francisco during summer vacation. While I was in San Francisco, I was so nervous. But after the trip, I felt confident to go around alone.  I realize the time to be alone is not bad. Sometimes it help me. These days I really want to go to travel alone a lot.  Now I feel confident to do anything to do by myself.